Alright after some careful consideration I have decided that this question was indeed what has been eating at me for a couple of days.
Whew, at my age, remembering what you were thinking about earlier is often a relief. Like when you were younger and found a four leaf clover or the last cookie your brother hid from you, it brings you a lot of pleasure.
Whether I get an answer or not has become secondary to actually recalling I had posed the question.
See starting to realize when you get older that trying is almost as fulfilling as accomplishing.
Must be why old guys keep flirting with young girls huh?
Nah we just built that way.