Every human being dies at least twice.
And everybody knows how and why they died the first time, it doesn`t have to be the same reason for everybody.
After that first death, you can try to fool yourself, to pretend like nothing has happened, but still, somehow you know you are dead.
You can, lets say, move to another country, change your hairstyle, lose some weight, maybe even change your name. Maybe you can try to find interest in something new, so you can hide behind that, but you know that the lethal wound is there, that you are dead.
Maybe you can even find a new love, but only if that person has already died as well. So you don`t have to explain anything, so you understand each other without words and you can avoid each others lethal wounds.
The ones you died from.
The only hope left is, that when you die that second, final time, it won`t hurt as much as it did the first time.