Wesley, my nephew

[sheba41]

Why is the world so mean?
Why do I have to believe in god?
Why does my nephew had to lose his father eleven month's ago?
Why is his mother now diagnosed with cancer?
Why am I so mad?
Is it because God has certain thing's for us to do in life?
And my brother had already done all his thing's?
Is that why he could die at the age of 44?
And if thing's go really bad, my sis in law , maybe dies also at the age of 43?
So that my nephew and Nino, must come live with me?
I think at this moment that GOD SUCK'S........
Why am I praying for the last week and why are there a lot of people out there who deserve to die?
But they don't.......
I really think at this moment that GOD is a bad person, but I will keep on praying for my sis in law that the result's of her scan today are not as bad as we think.
Will you people pray all for her and my nephew?

[Moderator]

(((sheba))) So sorry you and your family have had such sadness to deal with.

[mstay]

Yes I will Sheba. And I'm very sorry. Please try to keep praying.

[Natjen24]

I'm so sorry you have to deal with all this. My heart goes out to you and your family!
Veel sterkte!!

[Ri The Lousy Translator]

I'm so sorry Angella. :sad: Lord, too many sad things happened to your family later...
Please -even it's hard- try to stay strong for your nephew.
We would send you all our prayers for all your family comfort, and that your sister in law may be cured.
Big big hug, dear! :love:

[Spideyman]

Yes, Sheba- I will pray for you and all the family. Please keep faith.

((((Sheba)))))

[Srbo]

I will pray for you and the whole family. :sad:

[arista]

Sheba our thoughts are with you.

[Mephisto]

Wow, it sounds like you and your family really have a lot to deal with right now. I'm very sorry that all this pain has visited you and your people . . . especially Wesley. Try to stay strong. God bless.

[Charms7]

Sheba41, I will keep you and your entire family in my prayers.

[Nutty Bavarian]

I'm praying for you and your family.
((((Sheba))))

[Gillie]

Ah Sheba - I will pray for your nephew & sister-in-law. May all be well.

[Kim L.]

Sheba, don't know any of the answers, but I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

(((((Sheba)))))

(((((Sheba's family)))))

[boogerb53]

Oh, honey. I have tears in my eyes! Just hang on, love. We love you and are praying for you.

[Terry B]

((((((((((((((((Sheba & family))))))))))))))))

[Volic]

I am very sorry Sheba to read that! Keeping you and your family in deep prayers.
(((((Sheba)))))

[michal]

I am sorry to hear you've had to deal with so much and will probabely need to deal with more. It is cruel and awful and unfair. Hang in there, just go though the motions if you feel like you're too tired to believe.

If nothing else, it sounds as if your family needs you in this time and I believe that they're love is enough to keep you sane.

[Rhett]

I was once your nephew - father dead at 42 when I was 12 and my mother far away and preoccupied with other things . . . I have the benefit of 18 years of retrospect to look back on it and the answers arn't any clearer and God's 'plan' is still elusive . . . I've come to think of God not as an all powerful father, but more of a companion - I think he/she, too, was sadden by my fathers 15 years of drug abuse that led to a young heart attack, and probably saddened that I blamed God for my fathers choices . . . God is only to blame if man has no choices, if we have free will then the final verdict always rests on us, no? This isn't to say that all bad things are evils we bring upon ourselves, but there is a lot of evil the world brings upon us. I work in home improvement and you'd be amazed how many cancer causing agents are in your house, how many fatal wrecks i see on the highways caused by reckless, hurried driving . . . The hand humanity has in its own self destruction is heart breaking . . .
When bad things happen in my life I try to shape my relationship with God to one where we share a mutual comfort in one another because I think God is saddened by our tragedies as much as we are.
I am sorry to ramble. I feel self concious. It's just that in my heart of hearts I feel that God is sad with you. And I will pray.

[Sundrop]

Angella, I am so sorry for the sadness that you are experiencing. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

(((((((Angella & Sis-in-law & Wesley)))))))

[FlakeNoir]

(((Sheba)))

Sending my best to you and your family. I'm so sorry you are all going through this, you are right - it isn't fair.

[JohnDalglish]

Hi Sheba (Angella),

So sorry to hear that, my very best wishes.

((((Sheba and family))))))

Long days and pleasant nights

[rose key]

I'm sorry to hear of such tragedies in your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
(((((Sheba))))

[AmandaRose]

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Im so sorry for what youre going thru, sending special prayers and hugs to you and your family.

[mojomofo]

Sheba, big hugs and love coming your way.

You know there are many here that would be happy to listen if you need to vent.

(((Sheba and family)))

[mudpuppy]

This sounds like a terribly dark time for your family. I am so sorry. I want things to brighten for you, and for you to feel hope.

((((prayers))))

[sheba41]

Thank you guy's for all your warm wishes !
My sis in law..( Wilma ) has cancer in her intestines and wednesday she must go to the scan to see if there are metastasis in other parts of her body.
Tommorowmorning we go to the hospital to hear the results, and I so hope that there are no metastasis.
If they are there ...I don't know how I can help her anymore.
You must know that I was there for here and my nephew the whole time when my brother died, and I still am. Tommorow I will be brave and I will support her offcourse, but sometimes it is so hard to stay positif , because I am hurt too.
I am very glad that I can talk to you all and share my grief.
Thank you for that

[BlueCeleste]

Sheba, I wish somehow I could reach through the screen and ease your pain...but I can only make due with whatI have.

May you keep well Sheba and take comfot in the fact there are people here willing to be shoulder for you to lean on. Say anything, vent, we are here to listen.

I will keep you in my good thoughts. I know your pain. And I think God will be ok with your anger, it is very understandible and justified.

[Haunted]

So sorry for your pain. Will pray for you, your nephew and your sister-in-law. God will hear you and He will wait until you need Him.

[poisonbat]

My deepest condolences go out to you and your family. God understands our anger and frustrations. Keep praying, he will help you through this. I too will pray for you and your family.

(((((Sheba)))))
:bat:

[Kim L.]

(((((Sheba))))

As BlueCeleste said, wish I could reach through the screen and give you some comfort. May God watch over you and your family.

[sheba41]

Hi there...well there are no metastasis and the surgeon sees thing's positive. That is good new's. my sis in law is now waiting for the operation.
We are a bit happier now..

[Luli]

Hi Sheba! I'm so sorry your family is going through such hard times! But, you have received good news so far, so hang in there and keep hoping for the best! Big hugs for you!

[Haunted]

Hi there...well there are no metastasis and the surgeon sees thing's positive. That is good new's. my sis in law is now waiting for the operation.
We are a bit happier now..

So glad for you and your family. Wishing all the best.:love: