Re: Got my MoJo back......
(((Mustangclaire))) I think sometimes when we're just outside of things we don't have the practical stuff (organising wakes, funeral, food, everything..) to keep us distracted from how we're feeling, also we don't receive the same emotional support and so it can seem like we're not doing as well as the folks directly affected.
It's possible too that they've had a bit longer to get used to the idea of having to say goodbye.
Please try not to be hard on yourself for how you've been feeling, grieving is such an individual thing, there is no right or wrong way to do it. I'm very glad you're starting to feel better... xox
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