The Bigger Man (Size doesn't matter. Your heart does)
Well recently I have had some very strange changes happen in my life. some good, some bad. One good was that I have made friends again with my best friend. (good) another is my uncle may be moving to Arizona. (bad) But anyways getting to why I started this discussion in the first place. While lying in bed restless and not able to sleep, I had suddenly remembered a certain fellow I had, had a bad run in with back in high school. His name was Greg. Every day my sophomore year we would butt heads and argue. Why? I am still trying to figure that out. But I decided to look him up on Facebook and see if we could settle our differences. So, I had found him and I sent him a good, long apologetic message. It took him a good while to remember me. First he kept saying, man I don't know you. I have no clue what you're talking about. But then, he decided to look at my pictures. Upon this he replied, Yeah I remember you. Yeah, we're cool, man. Add me. This made me realize that I was wrong about people. This was truly EYE OPENING to me. To see this Kid who had such a bad life and have someone at school just to end with more conflict forgive them, made me see that somewhere deep down, he had a good heart. I have yet to have him accept my friend request (not sure why) but knowing we're on agreeing circumstances, makes me happy. It helps to know I can bury those demons of my past. I can put those ghosts to sleep. I now await the Biggest challenge of my life now. In 3 hours I will be going to go take my C.N.A. test. I only have to take the written part but I am still DEAD afraid. This is my 3rd and last chance to pass this. If I fail, then I will have to repeat the WHOLE course. My best friend had told me, for his birthday he wants me to pass my test. His birthday was 2 days ago. He and his fiancÚ are having really bad financial problems, and currently out of town. I need to pass this test so I can help them. So I can help myself. So I can have a life outside of this house. So if you will, I ask for prayers from everyone here. Thank you and god bless.