Well, as humans, it's only normal to dislike someone with a passion. As Christians we are supposed to love everyone. There is where my problem inlays. My ex fiance cheated on me while we were engaged with my once best friend. I ABSOLOUTLEY DESPISE them with a burning passion in my heart. I wish for horrible things to happen to them. not just for the things they did to me but also for making fun of my beliefs. The once friend tore and marked in a bible and told me he was a christian but not to tell anyone. The ex fiance flirted with my other friends, lied to me, and eventually cheated on me while we were engaged. I really want them to just...(Picture the worst thing possible) to them. It makes me sick to know that they (censored) even though at one time me and her thought we were expecting. (we werent thank the lord.) It also makes me sick that she was jealous of God when I told her I would rather die for him than her. I just need help. I need understanding of this natural and human hatred I have for them. I really don't think I could stop hating them even if i tried my hardest. It says in the bible to forgive. I can't. not them. Anyone else, fine. but them, it just feels impossible. I try and try but I just can't seem to. Any advice? Prayers please?