Trainwrecks, God, and Just plain insanity... (Please don't judge me)
Hello. Well I guess this is the best place to post this seeing as I am a "newbie." I am a past remember that left the forum because of undisclosed reasons. Let's just say I know now what to say and what not to. No, I didn't go all keyboard warrior or troll or whatever you wanna call it. But I did take a few days from being on here. Um, basically I just want everyone to understand where I am coming from and why exactly I was the way I was when in the past. When I was growing up I had lived in a bad part of town, with parents working non stop and me and my sister never getting along. After moving when I was 14 I had ran into some things good and bad. I had made friends with the wrong people, and picked up on some very bad habits too. (let's just say that it wasn't smoke-able, no nor a needle but something else) well, after struggling with that along with depression and anxiety, I had left the school I was attending and sought out help. I dropped my addictions, my bad "friends" and graduated in home schooling. I had met up with a girl who I was once engaged to but she cheated and left me. She now lives in my old part of town. (ironic huh?) ;) I have recently went to college, and am hours away from wrapping it up. (only 1 test stands between me and my diploma) I have two nieces and 1 nephew, and have the two best friends anyone could ever ask for. I had left this forum recently because I felt that I was starting to lose it again. I was being told I need to get help but I was being stubborn. Well, I thought of it and decided to come back and try again. I hope that everyone here will accept me again. Now I am not gonna be that same mopey guy you all once knew, no. I have realized that this forum is for discussion on things SK related any maybe some other stuff too but not things to weigh us down. We need to use it for our own escape and to unwind. So, that is what I am going to do. I am going to attend this forum and try to start again. I am actually trying to get some kind of therapy right now. I think it would do me some good to be able to flow some of this into some actual wording. I was also this scared and nervous guy when it came to God, but not anymore. That is resolved. So, thank you for reading this, I hope to hear from you guys on here and to start anew here. See you later, guys.